[FIRST LADY OF THE APOCOLYPSE]

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my boyfriend, hanging out with my friends, being spontaneous, trying new things, shopping, traveling, exploring abandoned buildings, creating art, eating, playing DDR, going out to clubs, getting the correct amount of sleep because im a zombie otherwise, carnival rides, cupcakes with sprinkles, radioactive and biohazard symbols, loitering at random places, self photography, dorking out to teenybopper pop, when people give me compliments, oldschool metal playgrounds, japanese fashion, parties, concerts, pretty days outside, pale skin, chickens, goats, playing funny pranks on people, gettin' crunk with it, big furry coats, blood and gore, presents, butterflies and lightning bugs, streetracing, getting packages in the mail, people watching, sketching and doodling, being a computer geek, playing dress up every day, experimenting with makeup, writing in my journal, giant platform boots, my hair, massages, ebay, silly humor, going to the movies, sushi, full moons, 4 wheeling in big trucks, raves, being wild and crazy and laughing for hours, strippers, dreadfalls, spraypainting, designing clothes, the internet, false eyelashes, meeting new people, graphic design, the mall, the beach at night,, fanart, geocaching, spontaneous sex, pikachu, skulls, taxidermy, being spooky... etc.

shallow people, rude people, stupid people, cheaters, liars, backstabbers, people who do nothing but complain, people who are two faced, and most people in general. the destructive and careless way that we have gone about living on this planet. pro-lifers. cigarette smoke, extreme druggies, and drunk drivers. when people judge you solely based upon appearance. talking on the phone. snide, sarcastic remarks. people that assume things about me when they don't even know me. animal abusers. getting asked the same questions a million times. body hair. bad hygiene. when people call me a "poser" because I bought something from Hot Topic. get over it already. bad spellers and people with terrible grammar. WHEN PEOPLE COPY ME. be yourself please! getting pulled over by cops and messed with just because i'm a blonde girl in a red sports car. nasty old men that stare at me. A/S/L? questions. people that steal my photos and try to pretend to be me. when people grab or pull on my dreads. bible thumpers and people who get all up in my face about religion. save the drama for your mama! littering. HOW HARD IS IT TO THROW IT IN A TRASH CAN? when people i don't know come up and grab me or touch me. that especially applies to guys in clubs that are trying to hit on me. get away now! people who try to intentionally piss me off. shittalkers. homophobes. closemindedness. dumbasses.

My musical tastes are very widespread. I don't stick to one genre because that's boring. Variety is the spice of life, biatch! While I can appreciate all types of music, I mostly listen to electronica/techno, rap, black metal, and everything under the umbrella of industrial. I'm definitely not a music nazi, and I'm not ashamed to admit that sometimes I like to rock out to mainstream teenybopper pop, haha. I'm quite openminded when it comes to listening to new things, and I'm always open to suggestions.

Here's a short list of some of my all time favorites:

MARILYN MANSON

It was 1995, I was 12 years old, and in the 7th grade when I discovered the man and the band. I instantly became transfixed and that hasn't changed to this date. Everyone thought I was totally satanic and evil when I started sporting MM shirts every day to school. It was pretty amusing. My mom is awesome, and when they went on tour in late 1996 she took me to the show here in St. Louis. She used her magical powers and we got aftershow passes. Long story short, we ended up going all over the country (and out of the country, Canada, England & France) to see them and hang out. For my 14th birthday we went to Hawaii. That was 3 days of pure awesomeness that I will always treasure. When Mr. Manson wished me a happy birthday I almost fainted. Meeting, being able to speak to, and hang out with my idol was seriously the most amazing thing, and I will never forget all of the good times I had. I can't wait for the new tour!

One of my most prized posessions is the Lunchbox single liner that I got signed while we were in Paris:

INSANE CLOWN POSSE

ICP has been a major part of my life for 10 years now. I believe that they have changed my life in so many positive ways. I've met tons awesome people because of their music, and have had countless hours of fun traveling around and seeing them. I've been to numerous concerts (I lost count somewhere around 50), 6 gatherings, and plenty of other psychopathic events. I've gotten A TON of shit for liking them over the years, but it doesn't phase me. I have mad family love and I sport the hatchet with pride. DOWN WITH THE CLOWN TILL IM DEAD IN THE GROUND. Best believe that. MMFCL baby.

NINE INCH NAILS

Trent Reznor is my own personal musical god. The music of NIN has defined my soul in ways I cannot describe. What else can I say?

Oh, and TECH N9NE gets mad love:

GRINDHOUSE, The Ring, Fight Club, Session 9, Napoleon Dynamite, Requiem for a Dream, Suburbia, Donnie Darko, Edward Sissorhands, Saw (1&2), The Burbs, SLC Punk, Texas Chainsaw Massacre (old and new), Blair Witch Project, The Big Lebowski, A Clockwork Orange, The Lion King, Natural Born Killers, Go, House of 1000 Corpses, Unbreakable, Signs, The Village, Rocky Horror Picture Show, The Shawshank Redemption, 12 Monkeys, GingerSnaps, The Prestige, White Boys, Grease, The Devil's Rejects, Dukes of Hazzard, The Shining, FFVII Advent Children, SILENT HILL, Snakes On A Plane, etc...

I get asked the same questions thousands of times, so here are the answers to some of the ones I get asked the most. Please read this before sending me a message with a question, as you may find your answer here!

Q: ARE YOU REALLY 25? YOU LOOK SO MUCH YOUNGER!
A: Yes, I'm not lying about my age. I constantly get told that I look like I'm 16 or sometimes even as young as 14! I think it's crazy, but I guess since I knew what I looked like at that age I consider myself to look grown up. I get carded for everything, but it doesn't really bother me because when I'm older I'm sure I'll appreciate looking young!

Q: ARE THE DREADS REAL?
A: No, I wear "dread falls" which are made out of synthetic hair or wool. I have quite a few pairs of these hair pieces, hence why my hair looks different in a lot of my pictures. Real dreads are cool, but they're not for me. I enjoy wearing falls because they're fun, easy and give me the ability to look one way one day and then completely different the next. My real hair is long, straight, and blonde with two big chunky black streaks.

Q: WHERE CAN I BUY DREAD FALLS?
A: There's tons of sites online to order falls, and you can even find them on eBay. I've had all of mine custom made from various sellers with online stores. Just google "dread falls" or search for them on eBay.

Q: WHERE DO YOU BUY YOUR CLOTHES/ OUTFITS/BOOTS?
A: I have an insane collection of clothing that I've bought over the years from all over the world. I purchase a lot of things from various online stores, and eBay is my favorite place to find unique items. I love shopping at independent "alternative" stores that I come across when I'm traveling around. I also buy a lot of things at the mall. Basically I'm always looking and when I see something I like, I buy it. I don't buy complete "outfits" anywhere, I get all the pieces separately and put them together for the completed look. I've been dressing this way for a very long time, so I've had years to gather all the items I wear. AS FOR THE "FURRY BOOTS", they're actually faux fur legwarmers that I wear on top of my footwear. If you're interested in purchasing a pair go here: TRAGIC BEAUTIFUL

Q: WHAT KIND OF MAKEUP DO YOU USE? HOW DO YOU DO IT?
A: I mainly use MAC products, as well as Kryolan, Manic Panic, Urban Decay, and Bloody Mary. You can find any of these brands easily by searching online for them. The false eyelashes I wear are all different brands that I buy at beauty supply/costume/halloween stores. As for "how I do my makeup" there's no real way to explain the answer to that question. Basically: I take the makeup and put it on my face. I've been experimenting with makeup for a very long time, so if you're looking to create a new or more extreme look for yourself I suggest you just play around until you find something you like. I always say "think like a drag queen!" Don't be scared to apply more than you normally would.

Q: WHO DOES YOUR PHOTOGRAPHY / EDITING / GRAPHICS?
A: Most of my photos are self taken either by holding the camera myself, or setting it up on a tripod and using the self timer. The ones that aren't done using that method are taken by my best friend Steph or my boyfriend using my camera and my direction. I do occasionally work with other photographers but I'm extremely picky. I do all of my own editing and graphic design. I've been doing photography for practically my whole life and graphic design/editing for about 13 years now. It's all self-taught.

Q: CAN I DO A DRAWING OF YOU OR USE YOU FOR MY ART PROJECT?
A: Yes, please do! I All I ask is that you let me know if you're using my image for any such project and that you send me a photo/copy of the completed work. I ALSO LOVE FAN ART/SIGNS, and it makes me extremely happy to receive such gifts!

Q: WILL YOU MARRY ME?
A: Depending on how many tacos you offer me, yes. ;D

BEST FRIEND

This section is dedicated to my best friend Steph. We have been friends for 20 years now. Started out terrorizing kindergarten together, and haven't stopped conquering the world since. We have watched each other grow up, been through the good times and the bad times together, and have had some crazy amazing fun times along the way. I know I can always count on her to be there for me whatever the situation, and she can expect the same from me. Definitely the most amazing person I know, I consider her to be my soul sister and I know that we will always be friends until the end and this is something that I very much cherish. STEPH'S MYSPACE PAGE

[P.S. SHE DOES AMAZING MAKEUP AND IS AVAILABLE FOR FREELANCE!]

[ ... AND SHE ALSO CARRIES ME ON HER BACK WHEN IM WASTED AND CANT WALK IN MY 12 INCH MONSTER BOOTS LOLZ ]

I'd like to meet:

WHO WOULD I LIKE TO MEET?
YOU.

& anyone else that is looking to live life to the fullest.
Artists, photographers, fashionistas, and
intelligent individuals with something to offer to the world.
Drag queens, juggalos & juggalettes, pretty ladies, and Lil' Jon.

I LOVE MEETING PEOPLE
AND MAKING NEW FRIENDS!

If you like me, feel free to friend me. Help me build my evil empire!

Invite me to your party and I'll probably show up.
If you see me out somewhere, please come say hi!

Please be aware that I AM NOT LOOKING FOR A RELATIONSHIP, so don't send me messages asking if I want to go on a date.

If you live for shit talking, backstabbing, and childish drama:
STAY AWAY.

I AM AVAILABLE
FOR MODELING, PHOTOGRAPHY & ASSASSINATION.

Have a project you would like to collaborate on?
Please message me with your ideas.

YES, I AM REAL. I constantly have tons of problems with people stealing my photos and information and claiming to be me on here and other sites. It's really quite annoying, and I don't find it flattering in the least. I AM ONLY ON MYSPACE AND LIVEJOURNAL! This is my only account on this site. Anything else you see is a fraud, and I would appreciate it if you'd inform me about it so I can properly dispose of the waste.

...and this goes out to anyone coming here to steal my photos:
GET A LIFE, FUCKASS!

Music:

My musical tastes are very widespread. I don't stick to one genre because that's boring. Variety is the spice of life, biatch! While I can appreciate all types of music, I mostly listen to electronica/techno, rap, black metal, and everything under the umbrella of industrial. I'm definitely not a music nazi, and I'm not ashamed to admit that sometimes I like to rock out to mainstream teenybopper pop, haha. I'm quite openminded when it comes to listening to new things, and I'm always open to suggestions.

Here's a short list of some of my all time favorites:

MARILYN MANSON

It was 1995, I was 12 years old, and in the 7th grade when I discovered the man and the band. I instantly became transfixed and that hasn't changed to this date. Everyone thought I was totally satanic and evil when I started sporting MM shirts every day to school. It was pretty amusing. My mom is awesome, and when they went on tour in late 1996 she took me to the show here in St. Louis. She used her magical powers and we got aftershow passes. Long story short, we ended up going all over the country (and out of the country, Canada, England & France) to see them and hang out. For my 14th birthday we went to Hawaii. That was 3 days of pure awesomeness that I will always treasure. When Mr. Manson wished me a happy birthday I almost fainted. Meeting, being able to speak to, and hang out with my idol was seriously the most amazing thing, and I will never forget all of the good times I had. I can't wait for the new tour!

One of my most prized posessions is the Lunchbox single liner that I got signed while we were in Paris:

INSANE CLOWN POSSE

ICP has been a major part of my life for 10 years now. I believe that they have changed my life in so many positive ways. I've met tons awesome people because of their music, and have had countless hours of fun traveling around and seeing them. I've been to numerous concerts (I lost count somewhere around 50), 5 gatherings, and plenty of other psychopathic events. I've gotten A TON of shit for liking them over the years, but it doesn't phase me. I have mad family love and I sport the hatchet with pride. DOWN WITH THE CLOWN TILL IM DEAD IN THE GROUND. Best believe that. MMFCL baby.

NINE INCH NAILS

Trent Reznor is my own personal musical god. The music of NIN has defined my soul in ways I cannot describe. What else can I say?

Oh, and TECH N9NE gets mad love:

Movies:

Heroes:

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