*Cobalt Rain*'s Profile |
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| Age: | 99 years old |
| Sex: | Female |
| Location: | North Carolina |
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| Last Login: | Dec 6, 2007 (743 days back) |
About Me |
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| Please don't 'borrow' the picture beneath my name at start of page. It is a digital painting of me created by my dear friend Paul @ Blu Gnome Graphics. Thank you. ~JC Hey Y'all, I'm Jaymi or JC... I was born the Princess in a fairytale to a true King of love, gentleness, intelligence and family with his loyal and loving Queen at his side, they gave birth to two sons and myself... I was raised on a small horse ranch I found a deep love of animals and nature... I love riding horses and finding beauty in the wonders of nature, the sunshine, the stars, the rain... beautiful never ending trees with branches that reach to heaven, streams of water that you know flows to all corners of the world, honeysuckle vines that stretch and reach through every fence so that they can surround the world with the amazing nectar and fragrance of the south... This is where I find beauty, and indeed God. I was raised in a way that taught me to always seek my own truth, never to follow what society dictated or expected me to adhere to... I was taught the way of a Southern Baptist by my Mother and her church, but was given free rein to find my Lord by my Daddy who showed me God in everything that I saw... God is the ocean, the mountains, the trees, the streams, the animals and even in us... I've read books and spoke with people from many different religions and found certain truths in each, but I've discovered in order to be religious we should follow the guide lines given by only one religion... I don't think God cares what we choose to call ourselves, I don't think He cares what we wear nor where we go to church... I think what matters to Him is that we trust and believe in Him... My church is any place that I can feel God... by the ocean is where I feel Him most... but I can find him anywhere that I seek Him... I always have been able to... And I honor God by following the golden rule... I always try to treat others as I would want them to treat me... I could go on with this topic for hours and hours on my beliefs and thoughts on religions or my lack there of... I am sincerely a spiritual person, but I have no true religion... I am not a Bible thumping fanatic but I stand behind my beliefs and I would fight to protect my rights to feel and believe what I choose... You don't have to agree with me, you don't even have to believe in God... but I have found it is a much gentler journey through life when you can find something to believe in. I tend to be a very complex person. LOL My family calls them 'mood swings', I say It's just 'ME'... One minute I am laughing and being ridiculously silly, the next turn very serious and somber. If you believe in the horoscopes/signs... perhaps I am the true definition of Gemini. I almost always speak my mind... at times hurting the feelings of those that I love, Not intentionally, but honestly. I've never been one to candy coat things nor do I enjoy having the lies go down like M&Ms instead of truth! Honesty is always the best policy! I'm always interested in other's thoughts and views on religion and/or spirituality, music, family, animals, nature, LOL almost anything so if you'd like to discuss this topic, feel free to email me. I am a very strong person, strong minded, willed, and spirit... But I am also a serious girly girl! I love sparkly things, soft things Lace, fluff! LOL I love flowers and moonlight, long walks on the beach and hugs! I love talking and being teased, I love being treated like the only person on the planet and I love being spoiled. I love candle light and long, warm baths, I love babies and puppies However... I am very single, I am way not looking... I believe lasting love, the real kind, the indescribable, awe inspiring kind only comes once in a life time... When you find your soul mate you should hold tight and never let fears or anything else get in the way of that... I did. Now that one perfect moment in time has passed. I'm not sure that I'd reach for it again if I could, but I do recognize what I lost and I miss it. "When you've come to the edge of all the light you've ever known and are about to step off into the darkness of the great unknown, faith is knowing one of two things will happen: there will be something solid to stand on, or you'll be taught how to fly." Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly , Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile. "Across the years I will walk with you in deep green forests on shores of sand And when our time on earth is through in heaven too, I will hold your hand" Patience arises from an absolute knowing that all things are occurring in perfect order. You experience patience as acceptance and a freedom from the need to control the outcome of every situation. Patience allows life to unfold in all of its beauty. This thought is just to remind you to go with the flow. |
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My Interests |
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The slide shows below are filled with my original photos. I hope you enjoy! ~JC There is NOTHING that I enjoy more than music. I have literally thousands of CDs. Also I love Dancing, Reading, Writing stories and poetry, Drawing, Painting, Photography, Road Trips, Long Walks, Swimming, Horseback Riding, Cooking, Decorating, Designing, Spending time with my family and my pets, and the list goes on and on... Things I LOVE... Music, Dt. Mountain Dew, Chocolate, Super Heroes, Animals, The Ocean, Children, Honey Suckle, My Family, Poetry, Powerful Quotations, Nature, TREES, Candles, Aromatherapy, Rain, NC Lighthouses, Home, North Carolina, The Constant Search for the next thing that inspires my happiness and creativity- and the list goes on and on... Things that I HATE... War, complacency, Physical, mental and emotional abuse towards women, children, men and animals, Informed prejudice, Racism, Sexism, Murderous Weather, Mean, Rude People, Bad Drivers, Closed Minded, Stupid People, Spiders, Snakes, Bugs, Car alarms... and the list goes on and on... Things I Collect... CDs, Stars, Candleholders, Angels, Crystal, Cobalt Blue Glass, Dreamsicles, Books, Angel Cards -and the list goes on and on... General things that interest me: Quotations Essential Oils & Aromatherapy Greek Mythology Spirituality Hippies Poetry Photography R&B and Soul Angels Romance Tantra Writing North Carolina Vampires Medieval and Renaissance Arthurian Legends The Last Unicorn Philosophy Reincarnation Massage Therapy Ghosts New Age Faeries Passions Blues Philosophy of Mind Intelligence Dream Analysis Creative Writing Sleep and Dreams Spirit Guides Erotic Stories and Fantasies Healing through Touch & Color Psychic Abilities Meditation Karma Soul Mates Twin Spirits Animal Rights Candles incense Poems Tarot Mysticism All things that FEEL good, mentally, physically or emotionally! What Color Is Your Aura? Your aura shines Blue! Take this quiz ! |
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I'd like to meet:I would love to have been able to meet Pablo Neruda! The greatest poet of all time!!! And to have met the lady that filled his life with such glorious inspiration, romance and poetry.I would love to have met Albert Einstein, One of the greatest thinkers of all time, to talk with him and see if he was down to earth and level headed or if he was a bit spacey, nerdy, and would have been fantastic on the geek squad!!! LOL I would love to have met Vincent Van Gogh, One of the greatest artists of all time... And talked with him to see what his life was truly like and what made it so sad and lonely... if he was in love and without the love of his life, or if he never truly loved anyone other than his art, which in turn left him lonely, disheartened and depressed I would have loved to have met Elvis Presley, a true talent and poet of the soul... I would have loved to have talk with him about his life, the things in his life that pushed him to the edge and the people in his life who had neither the courage nor the intelligence to pull him away from the edge before he fell over WOW! I could go on and on with this topic! LOL As you can tell, I have the ability to be a bit wordy as well as opinionated as hell! Sorry 'bout that! NEXT!!!....
The following are random thoughts and quotes... Just a wonderful treat I enjoy from time to time (when I am really good) called SARCASM!!! LOL THE NEXT TIME THAT YOU THINK YOU'RE PERFECT... TRY WALKING ON WATER! Laugh your heart out Dance in the rain Cherish the memories Ignore the pain Love and Learn Forget and Forgive Because remember you only have one life to live!
Life is TOO short to wake up every morning with regrets, so love the people who treat your right, forget about the ones who don't and believe that everything happens for a reason, If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it's be easy, they just promised that it WOULD be worth it! LIVE!!! Make life worth it! "When power leads man toward arrogance, poetry reminds him of his limitations. When power narrows the area of man's concern, poetry reminds him of the richness and diversity of existence. When power corrupts, poetry cleanses." John F. Kennedy
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Music:My tastes in music are ridiculously eclectic!I love R&B (most), Jazz (a lot), Rock (the old stuff), Alternative (some), Pop (some), Country (not the whiny stuff), Gospel (the new stuff), Classical (most), Rap (the good stuff not the crap) LOL I love ALL kinds of music! My taste in music like most things, flows with my moods... Highs, lows, angry, in love, happy, sad... All deserve, inspire and receive their own music... A list of some of my favorites will come as I am so inspired to type them out! LOL |
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Movies:City of Angels, Legend, Merlin, Excalibur, Crazy Beautiful, Love Jones, Message in a Bottle, Note Book, The Lake House, The Crow, Matrix, Playing By Heart, Rumors of Angels, Serendipity, Hope Floats, 10 Things I Hate About You, You've Got Mail, Notting Hill, Love and Basketball, The Best Man, My Best Friend's Wedding, Gone With The Wind, Wizard Of Oz -Not Necessarily in that order, with the exception of the first one! And there are many, many others... |
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Television:Smallville, Bloodties, Moon Light, Crossing Over, Ghost Whisperer, CSI (all), Cold Case Files, House, Life Time, History, Discovery. |
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Books:I love Romance Novels, Self Improvement, Spirituality, Poetry (ALL Pablo Neruda, YES!!!) The Prophet by Kahlil Gibran, and the list goes on and on! LOLI simply adore the dictionary!! I've read many good books lately... These are the LAST FIVE books that I have read Recent Romance Novels THE DUKE IN DISGUISE CAPTIVE OF MY DESIRES Other Books, BEING IN BALANCE by Dr. Wayne W. Dyer LIFE AFTER DEATH by Deepak Chopra, M.D. THE AROMATHERAPY BIBLE |
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Heroes:Smallville: Far Away.. Add to My Profile | More Videos This section is an odd one for me... I love Super Heroes... Superman being my absolute FAVORITE! I just think he is the coolest thing! Invention, if you will... A man made of steal that can fly, he has X-Ray vision, he's incredibly strong, miraculously intelligent and amazingly ROMANTIC!!! I have Superman Cartoons, The Superman Set (With Christopher Reeves), Lois & Clark (the series) and my new Superman Obsession ---All disk sets of Smallville and the newest to arrive on Sept. 25, 07! I also have a strange interest and fascination with Dracula... Myth, Legend or invention?? A man that has the power to bend people to his will... I remember watching the old Dark Shadows reruns with my Daddy... When Barnabas Collins wanted the women... he merely focused on what he desired and they came to him... There was something very intriguing about that, even to a child... and as I got older, I found the notion of that to be quite erotic... I enjoy Vampire movies... I especially liked Dracula 2000... It was both visually stimulating and thought provoking... I like that very much! Dracula 2000-Like A Prayer .. Add to My Profile | More VideosBut to truthfully answer who is my Hero... Hands down! It was my Daddy... A real man, not a made up one... he stood for all things good in my eyes... As a child, I truly believed that he was God! In a Southern Baptist Church, they'd preach 'Go to God with your troubles and he'll help you' ummm. Were they talking about my Daddy? 'Go to God with your pains and he will heal you' I looked down at the band-aid on my knee, further wondering why they were calling Daddy -God... 'God wants us to love and honor our parents'... YEA! Yesterday Daddy fussed at me for being loud with Mother. 'Ask God's forgiveness because he loves you no matter what you've done' --- I know that, my Daddy tells me he loves me more than anything in the world, even when I'm bad. *SMILE* Ahhh the innocence of childhood... So who is my hero... the man who raised me to be the woman that I am... He taught me honesty, love, forgiveness... He taught me to treat all people with the utmost respect... He gave me my unquenchable love for music, art poetry... my unending desire to learn, grow, change... My Daddy was not only my Father, he was my protector, my teacher and my best friend, when he died... I died with him... My life changed in unimaginable ways... It is still a struggle to wake up and realize again today he is not here. MySpace Codes pet friendly hotels myspace codes myspace layoutsmyspace codes myspace quiz Myspace Video Codes |
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My Background and Lifestyle |
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| MaritalStatus: | Single |
My Blog |
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Without You |
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Without you&
Not to breathe&
Because I cannot drink of your air&
My chest feels tight&
My heart feels full&
My blood silently drowns me&
Not to sleep&
Because I cannot drift into your slumbe... Posted by *Cobalt Rain* on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 01:39:00 PST |
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Wilting Love |
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| Wilting Love
Like a flower That once bloomed And danced in the sunshine Our love is wilting from lack of Attention... Posted by *Cobalt Rain* on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 01:38:00 PST |
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What if you die? |
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What if you die?Have I let you know how important you are to me?The skies are filled with tears...
What if this is the last breath you take?Will you even know that you have been loved my entir... Posted by *Cobalt Rain* on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 01:37:00 PST |
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Can you feel me? |
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| Can You Feel Me?
I need you.
Like the air that blows rhythm to my heart...
Music through the darkness that
used to send me into peaceful lullaby,
&nb... Posted by *Cobalt Rain* on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 05:49:00 PST |
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Imagine |
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| Imagine...
Sometimes
late at night...
I lay awake and imagine you
standing sideway... Posted by *Cobalt Rain* on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 05:47:00 PST |
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The Edge Of Reality |
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| Walking on the edge
of reality
the climb is steep
the fall is deep
and you are always there
The edge is sharp
the cut is quick
if I move
I have not a prayer
This is fear
there are tears
t... Posted by *Cobalt Rain* on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 03:49:00 PST |
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The way of the wizard |
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| Was it the way of the wizard,
oh so strong and true
that reached out and took my hand
and lead me straight to you
The wizards way helps us
to regress in time and space
it helps us remember
another r... Posted by *Cobalt Rain* on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 03:46:00 PST |
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What are you doing to me? |
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What are you doing to me?
I can't get you out of my mind
You play in my thoughts
like a child at Christmas
like a new puppy in the spring
like a lover toying with my emotions
and setting me on... Posted by *Cobalt Rain* on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 03:44:00 PST |
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With all my love |
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With all my love...
I need you.
like the air that blows rhythm to my heart...
I need you.
like music through the darkness that
used to send me ... Posted by *Cobalt Rain* on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 03:20:00 PST |
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Alone |
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| Alone...Alone... tears running deep...many times silently behind broken eyesso that no one else can see...The pain is thick and foreversmothering and strong ashes to stone...
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My Friends |
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