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| Age: | 21 years old |
| Sex: | Male |
| Location: | Buskrik, California |
| Country: |  United States |
| Height: | 0' 0" |
| BodyType: | Athletic |
| Last Login: | Oct 21, 2009 (41 days back) |
| I am Here For Dating and Serious Relationships. | |
About Me |
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| My MaMe Is ScOtT................message me if u want to kno more.... | |
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I'd like to meet:SleepSleep 'til dawn, Sleep 'til one, Sleep 'til the noise is gone The occasional "bang", The occasional "shot", The occasional screams of a dying son Sleep 'til the war is gone. The Note Sit’n there with a gun in my hand, talk’n to my family. Little do they know this is the last time they will ever hear me. And then it happens, then they know. Your bloody brains are slide’n down the wall. The police bust in ten minuets too late, Then one says "Oh, shit, I stepped in his brains!" The other one says, "Whats his note say?" "Howdy, howdy, howdy, this is my note. To my family, my friends, and foes. They drove me to this point, Where my mind is bounce’n off the wall. I wrote this note to let you all know… That it’s all your fuckers fault, and the next time you see me… It will be wit the casket closed!!" This is how you kill your mind Your ass be smoken pot all the time Move your self over you swine I'm gonna kill yo motha, yo Fatha, and yo brotha.... Cause THIS IS MY TIME!!! My life is not worth anything, So why don't I just blow out my brains? My life is nothing, but a stain on a baby's bib. But how could I obtain such things that would make me want to live? I sit here and contemplate, If it is worth living for the next day, And I just sit there filled with rage. I wonder what it is about me that scares people off. I am normal, if there is such a thing. Am I ugly? Is it my teeth? Is it something you can see? What is wrong with me? False Sense Of Security There it was, three days in the making, A plan to bait and hook me. On a Friday we showed our affection, Only to lead me into a false sense of security, But you have yet to answer the question that still haunts me. So you just leave me stranded… With a false sense of security. Nothing Holds Me Hatred is only lower love Like wings of a free dove You could fly away Nothing bled on this day Sometimes birds get shot I am what I'm not And it might hurt Bury me within the dirt Of the times I'll waste away And all alone with you What could I do? I am by myself I am no one else I think it's time to fly Spread my wings and soar Get out of my way Nothing holds me Hand me the key Nothing wants me Unlock the door Replay the horror That has unfolded for us to see Nothing holds me The Only Real Smile Slit my throat on your hair Tempting whispers, always there On the tip of my tongue Living off of your iron lung Slashed my wrists on your smile Painful you, all worthwhile I live in this state Clenching jaws, they will masticate So the angels sing For a huge nothing? And we dance in the air They would think that I didn't care With every breath you breathe Pull it inside of me Circulate in my cold world Choking on your every word You never lost that glimmer Your shine never went to a dimmer shade, your eyes just suck me down I'm afraid that I might drown And never reach the surface I don't want to leave this The words I taste from you Precious heart, honest and true Though I hid it all the while I held within, my only real smile Gaze So what was I supposed to think? What was I going to say? Push me to the brink And I'll fall far away The dark seas that are your eyes Only seem to leave me empty Drowning in your hypnotize Love in me, far from plenty Awarded for each rise While hated for everything at all Slip and I won't feel those eyes Care, and I won't let you fall Everything Everything that I am Am I really anything? I am just as torn apart You say evil's in my eye Play upon the world a stage It was meant to be this way You were always there for me But I wouldn't pay my due Voices that are calling me Giving me all my choices Which should be the way My wound without a stitch Sing the saddest song for me Lonliness forever bring Away from all of this Every word I would not betray I'd run and stay behind you My safe place to hide Anything that I could do for you And I would give up everything Silence (Keep From Me) Only when I'm alone My reality I can't dream I am so unknown And you can't hear me scream For all of you Help me free myself From this sea of blue And green stress I wish away our rage Another painful silence Life is just a game stage Filled with horrid consequence So keep from me And play the game on your own Destroy Close my eyes to warmth Brush away the cold Leave me feeling nothing Brush this dust off from my soul Give me a special meaning I don't want to remember Every thought you should be stealing Just let me drift away forever Giving, getting nothing back Floating in my see of pity Innoncence is something I must lack But don't feel sorry for me The warmth, it will invade Bitterness can wash away But truth cannot be saved If it were frost upon the day If there is a love inside of me Kill me off in suicide If the cold won't leave Destroy the source in genocide Pleading The brightest flame burns so quick You may never ever know It's been such a pleasant trip I don't want to let you go Just bury me now I'm already six feet in the ground One good thing may happen But it never lasts long Don't leave me again God, I feel so wrong How could I push you? My priorities misplaced Now what can I do? When I'm a failing disgrace Please, don't let me stray I'll try the best I can I'll even start today My heart is in your hand Final Cut the flesh to bleed me dry Stab the eye to make me blind Bite the hand that feeds me Held down and drowning in the sea Hiding behind fake smiles and laughs Inside, lies the pain, an opened gash Blind, so I don’t see them anymore Bleeding, so I don’t feel the opened sore Biting, clenched to mask my rage Drowining, somewhere in my thoughts Hiding, lost battles all I fought And inside, I break away from your cage Dull the senses to take it away Just one soul, washed away in the rain Bite my tongue, stopping evil speech Close my eyes, to the skies I reach On my knees for the first time tonight Praying, to take away this life Remember The things that I have said You know I never meant The lies I live because of you And the wounds that never heal I hope you think of what you do When you bend and kneel I need this more than you know To let all the anger go I wish everyone could see me Just to see inside To show you all the things I hide All the truths are falsified You make me feel so dejected When I should rise above All the feelings, all rejected In what should have brought me love Just One More I won't just sit around and wait Hoping for a false sense of change Why I still have hope is a mystery I knew the first day, it was history Bleeding my soul for a piece of mind Believing one day I might find Something worth saving But in my heart, I'm still craving I'm still chasing after you Without really a reason to Why should I even feel this way? When everything here has turned cold and gray I'm sure you feel the same way I sure hope so And it's evident that we both know Today is the last day Just one more to suffer into And finally...it's all throughScott's PoemFull of anger Full of thoughts in mind Full of memories Leave the past behind It only makes matters worse Adding liquid to the flame Leave your issues Before it brings you shame Full of grudges, you need to forget Full of hate, time to let go Full of bs, truth is, only I know Leave all that drama It takes up space Adds craziness Let it be Before it devours you Finally, so now do you see it’s true? Monday starts a new day A New face Let’s leave the past behind Without a trace. Move on Move forward With poise and grace!Made by my MOM (Alisa) |
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My Background and Lifestyle |
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| MaritalStatus: | Single |
| Ethnicity: | White / Caucasian |
| SexualOrientation: | Straight |
| Hometown: | Stillwater,Ny |
| Children: | Someday |
| Education: | High school |
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