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 Sue's Profile |
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I read the news today. Oh, boy. |
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| Age: | 28 years old |
| Sex: | Female |
| Location: | Chicago, Illinois |
| Country: |  United States |
| Height: | 5' 6" |
| BodyType: | Average |
| Zodiac: |  Sagittarius (Nov 22 - Dec 21) |
| Last Login: | May 6, 2008 (573 days back) |
| I am Here For Friends and Networking. | |
About Me |
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| thoughts on bukowski I kneel in the nights before tigers that will not let me be. ... the tigers have found me and I do not care. these hands are so heavy. they crumble under the weight of a cigarette, of three small pills, a book of matches. the wolves have taken my voice away and my fingers bear the burden of silent speech. what end will we make of the hours of the evening. tell me of comfort to be found in the ticking of a clock, the sharp spill of of broken glass. sing me to sleep in the sunburnt earth. write for me the story I search for in the white ceiling. ----------------------------- tramps like us... "once you're a mental patient, you're always a mental patient." Mr Williams, November 2004, MMHI 4-west. what it's like to be me- we live like this, she and i: fun with fibromyalgia |
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My Interests |
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observational physics. string theory. newton's laws of motion. slings and arrows.making faith watch buffy with me. being on fuckloads of meds. recovering from depression. the right to death. analgesia. spankings. solo sex. supercult. graveyards. whiskey. pain. handcuffs. strip d&d. magic. the future. hope. comic book nerds. the cure for fibromyalgia. boys with glasses. true love . spankings. high-fat dairy products. my astrophysicist. |
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Music:Sing me to sleep Sing me to sleep Im tired and i I want to go to bed Sing me to sleep Sing me to sleep And then leave me alone Dont try to wake me in the morning cause I will be gone Dont feel bad for me I want you to know Deep in the cell of my heart I will feel so glad to go Sing me to sleep Sing me to sleep I dont want to wake up On my own anymore Sing to me Sing to me I dont want to wake up On my own anymore Dont feel bad for me I want you to know Deep in the cell of my heart I really want to go There is another world There is a better world Well, there must be I woke up alarmed I didn't know where I was at first Just that I woke up in your arms And almost immediately I felt sorry 'Cause I didn't think this would happen again No matter what I could do or say Just that I didn't think this would happen again With or without my best intentions, and What ever happened to a boyfriend The kind of guy who tries to win you over, and What ever happened to a boyfriend The kind of guy who makes love cause he's in it, and I want a boyfriend I want a boyfriend I want all that stupid old shit Like letters and sodas Letters and sodas You got up out of bed You said you had a lot of work to do But I heard the rest in your head And almost immediately I felt sorry 'Cause I didn't think this would happen again No matter what I could do or say Just that I didn't think this would happen again With or without my best intentions, and I want a boyfriend I want a boyfriend I want all that stupid old shit Like letters and sodas Letters and sodas I can feel it in my bones I'm gonna spend another year alone It's fuck and run Fuck and run Even when I was seventeen Fuck and run Fuck and run Even when I was twelve You almost felt bad You said that I should call you up but I knew much better than that And almost immediately I felt sorry 'Cause I didn't think this would happen again No matter what I could do or say Just that I didn't think this would happen again With or without my best intentions And I can feel it in my bones I'm gonna spend my whole life alone It's fuck and run Fuck and run Even when I was seventeen Fuck and run Fuck and run Even when I was twelve p. she was golden with barlight and beer. she slept like she'd never been scared. and then last night she said words alone never could save us. and then last night she cried when she told us about jesus. holly's inconsolable unhinged and uncontrollable. because we can't get as high as we got on that first night. boys and girls in america. don't bother talking to the guys with the hot soft eyes. they're already taken. dont even speak to all those sequencer and beats boys. when they kiss they spit white noise. white noise. Stay by me, stay by me You are the one, my only true love The butcher bird makes its noise And asks you to agree With its brutal nesting habits And its pointless savagery Now, the nightingale sings to you And raises up the ante I put one hand on your round ripe heart And the other down your panties Everything is falling, dear Everything is wrong It's just history repeating itself And babe, you turn me on Like a light bulb Like a song You race naked through the wilderness You torment the birds and the bees You leapt into the abyss, but find It only goes up to your knees I move stealthily from tree to tree I shadow you for hours I make like I'm a little deer Grazing on the flowers Everything is collapsing, dear All moral sense has gone It's just history repeating itself And babe, you turn me on Like an idea Like an Atom bomb We stand awed inside a clearing We do not make a sound The crimson snow falls all about Carpeting the ground Everything is falling, dear All rhyme and reason gone It's just history repeating itself And, babe, you turn me on Like an idea Like an Atom bomb If you close the door the night could last forever Leave the sunshine out and say hello to never All the people are dancing and they're having such fun I wish it could happen to me But if you close the door I'd never have to see the day again If you close the door the night could last forever Leave the wine-glass out and drink a toast to never Oh, someday I know someone will look into my eyes And say hello you're my very special one But if you close the door I'd never have to see the day again Dark party bars, shiny Cadillac cars and the people on subways and trains Looking gray in the rain, as they stand disarrayed oh, but people look well in the dark And if you close the door the night could last forever Leave the sunshine out and say hello to never All the people are dancing and they're having such fun I wish it could happen to me Cause if you close the door I'd never have to see the day again So if you find someone Someone to have, someone to hold Don't trade it for silver Don't trade it for gold I have all of life's treasures And they are fine and they are good They remind me that houses Are just made of wood What makes a house grand Ain't the roof or the doors If there's love in a house It's a palace for sure Without love... It ain't nothin but a house A house where nobody lives These arms of mine They are lonely Lonely and feeling blue These arms of mine They are yearning Yearning from wanting you And if you would let them hold you Oh how grateful I will be These arms of mine They are burning Burning from wanting you These arms of mine They are wanting Wanting to hold you And if you would let them hold you Oh how grateful I will be Come on, come on, baby... Just be my lover, oh I need me somebody Somebody to treat me right I need your arms, loving arms To hold me tight And I need, I need your I need your tender lips... And you're my favourite thing tell it everywhere I go I don't know what to do This heart's on fire This heart's on fire This heart's on fire This heart's on fire Sometimes they rock and roll I'd rather stay at home in real life This heart's on fire This heart's on fire This heart's on fire This heart's on fire It's getting better all the time It's getting better all the time It's getting better all the time It's getting better all the time And if the snow buries my, my neighborhood. And if my parents are crying then I'll dig a tunnel from my window to yours, yeah a tunnel from my window to yours. You climb out the chimney and meet me in the middle, the middle of the town. And since there's no one else around, we let our hair grow long and forget all we used to know, then our skin gets thicker from living out in the snow. You change all the lead sleepin' in my head, as the day grows dim I hear you sing a golden hymn... let's play show-and-tell til there's no secrets left and be on our way like we never met some guys just give up livin and start dyin little by little piece by piece some guys come home from work and wash up and go racin in the streets If every angel's terrible Then why do you welcome them You provide the birdbath I provide the skin And bathing in the moonlight I'm to tremble like a kitten If blue eyed babes Raised as hitler's little brides and sons They got angelic tendencies Like some boys tend to act like queens Oh if every angel's terrible Then why do you watch her sleep You love to hear her sing And wear purple eyes like rings Well the flowers have no scent And the child's been miscarried Oh every angel's terrible Said freud and rilke all the same Rimbaud never paid them no mind But jimmi morrison had his elevators His elevators He had his elevator angels If every angel's terrible Why do you hide inside her Like a child in a skirt The supermarket's loud and bright And boy don't she feel warm tonight Boy don't she feel warm tonight Boy don't she feel warm tonight She sounded like an angel when she cried |
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Movies:ghost dog. dead man. mean girls. tristan taormino's ultimate guide to anal sex for women. the neverending story. hedwig and the angry inch. anything involving unicorns, spaceships, dragons, wizards, or spankings. secretary. |
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Television:buffy the vampire slayer. the daily show. the colbert report. heroes. 106 & Park. |
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Books:sex with the lights on ducky doolittleand the ass saw the angel nick cave ****tiny giants nate powell **** the dark tower series stephen king cien años de soledad gabriel garcia marquez the amazing adventures of kavalier and clay michael chabon a true story based on lies jennifer clement the corrections jonathan franzen strong motion jonathan franzen ****the time traveler's wife audrey niffenegger **** the last samurai helen dewitt infinite jest david foster wallace fortress of solitude jonathem lethem white noise don delillo the sun also rises ernest, man, ernest fucking hemingway heartbreaking work of staggering genius dave eggers light can be both wave and particle ellen gilchrist i cannot get you close enough ellen gilchrist the feast of love charles baxter the hours michael cunningham the once and future king t h white the onion girl charles delint someone comes to town, someone leaves town cory doctorow |
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Heroes:Baghdad Burning: girl blog from Iraq William T Vollmann rosemary cook: my grandma Sor Juana Ines de la Cruz bob flanagan, supermasochist. thich nhat hahn |
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My Background and Lifestyle |
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| MaritalStatus: | In a Relationship |
| Hometown: | Menlo Park-Atlanta-Memphis |
| Religion: | Buddhist |
| Children: | Someday |
| Education: | College graduate |
| Occupation: | office manager |
| Income: | Less than $30,000 |
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My Blog |
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looking up |
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| life is getting so good. my boss and I found an amazing space that is a storefront with a rear apartment. i'm moving in and we are going to split the rent. i will be so happy to live in a nice apartme... Posted by Sue on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 07:14:00 PST |
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not sure about any of this |
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| Driving away from the wreck of the day And the light's always red in the rear-view Desperately close to a coffin of hope I'd cheat destiny just to be near you If this is giving up, then I'm giving up... Posted by Sue on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 08:53:00 PST |
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letters and sodas |
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| i adore you.many comments on the collar.i like the feeling of it around my neck. it's a good weight.i wanted you to keep the key so you know i am serious about being yours.did you ever listen to the c... Posted by Sue on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 12:43:00 PST |
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Poem for Monday, April 16, 2007 |
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| from "Four Preludes on Playthings of the Wind" by Carl Sandburg The feet of the ratsscribble on the doorsills;the hieroglyphs of the rat footprintschatter the pedigrees of the ratsand babble of t... Posted by Sue on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 08:25:00 PST |
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the truth about moving away |
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| i've been here since november of 2005. which is a year and a half.and there are nights i watch lucero and brad bailey and cory branan on youtube and just give in to being homesick as hell. Posted by Sue on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 06:24:00 PST |
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perchance to dream |
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| "every living creature on this earth dies alone."goodbye, aunt Myrtice. Posted by Sue on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 06:57:00 PST |
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just because the sky turned from grey into blue |
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| today I hired three refugees from Africa. Last night I wikied their countries- Congo-Kinshasa, Liberia, Togo. They were all lovely girls wearing clothing suitable for a secretary or law office intervi... Posted by Sue on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 04:54:00 PST |
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fun with broken glass |
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| too late for stitches, so they put me in a cast. i severed a nerve, so my thumb and two first fingers feel like they are asleep; really sharp pins and needles. good times.... Posted by Sue on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 05:17:00 PST |
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that's all; I dont think of you that often |
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| I can't go into the meaning of the dreamexcept to say a sense of total Lossafflicted me therof:an absolute disappearance of continuity & loveand children away at school, the weight of the cross,and ev... Posted by Sue on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 07:07:00 PST |
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everything in its right place |
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| New job is just plain EXCITING. my boss is awesome, I have taken over her office and she is so relieved to be able to take care of her kids and do the marketing and let me handle the scheduling and th... Posted by Sue on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 06:50:00 PST |
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My Friends |
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robin, supercult.com, Tommy, Faith, matt(hew), amanda qichao, StMarc, CULT BANGERS, hillary, sarah, crybaby, maya, CRY BABY, punkrockbeth is the jackrabbit, thomas buildsthefire, Radiant Frequency, The Girl, WHIT-ZIBIT, faster,bobovdeath! kill! kill!, Aram Fresh, BNV, Candace Caprice, kristenking!, cheeky monkey, Pawe£, Jennifer Marie, HOSS, kerri, mise en place or your place, becca, Xx SHAKY xX, bloody elle! MRD prisskilla prezleys!, MIKEY
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