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 ¤L€€§Ha¤Ma€¤'s Profile |
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| Age: | 21 years old |
| Sex: | Female |
| Location: | Kansas |
| Country: |  United States |
| Height: | 5' 2" |
| Zodiac: |  Sagittarius (Nov 22 - Dec 21) |
| Last Login: | Apr 27, 2008 (124 days back) |
| I am Here For Friends and Networking. | |
About Me |
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*I wish I could just spread my wings and fly FAR FAR AWAY**......*I love to got to the park and swing... it helps me think... **..........Your Love Style is Agape Profile Hit Counter |
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My Interests |
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| WE ALL are only pones in my minds twisted reality...
i cant help it... i love to bite...
masochist to which I cater... |
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I'd like to meet:someone Who could find my tattered sole and cherish it… someone to make this all worth while...----send me some Disorder Rating Paranoid Disorder : High Schizoid Disorder : Low Schizotypal Disorder : Moderate Antisocial Disorder : Low Borderline Disorder : Very High Histrionic Disorder : Moderate Narcissistic Disorder : Moderate Avoidant Disorder : Very High Dependent Disorder : Very High Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder : High -- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! -- -- Personality Disorders -- |
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Movies:They are the best when you have a strong guy there to protect me... The crow made me cry... IT is SO romatic... ...Halloween, devils rejects, tx chainsaw, 1000 corpses, Rob Zombie is my FAV director... i love his mass killing movies... vampire/ zombies/ KILLING ... MY FAV MOVIE OF ALL TIMES... 300 |
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Books:I LOVE the books about 'depressing' things...Smack, Melvin Burgess [about Drug abuse (heroin)] Beauty Queen, by Linda Glovach [ED and Heroin adiction] Crank, Ellen Hopkins [about Drug abuse (Meth)] Cut By Patricia McCormick [about SI "aka cutting"ect.] When Dad Killed Mom By Julius Lester [sexual abuse and killing dudu] Go Ask Alice By Anonymous [sexual abuse] Speak By Laurie Halse Anderson [depression and teen issues] |
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Heroes:Marilyn lived with BPD too... she is such a strong woman... i love her... just knowing we have so many of the same 'issues'... ............................Judy Garland... CLASSIC and Tragic ............................Refined; yet innocent... Audrey Hepburn... ............................Princess Diana, she was SO strong… |
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My Background and Lifestyle |
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| MaritalStatus: | Single |
| Ethnicity: | White / Caucasian |
| SexualOrientation: | Straight |
| Religion: | Catholic |
| Smoker: | Yes |
| Drinker: | Yes |
| Children: | Someday |
| Education: | In college |
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My Blog |
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i love this game *rant |
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| How am I saposta feel&?
I feel like I should be mad or hurt but I just don't really care&
I meen... the guy i am dating&
fucks my sluty friend&
when i am home sick... dud... Posted by ¤L¬¬§Ha¤Ma¬¤ on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 05:17:00 PST |
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borderline IS BLACK AND WHITE |
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| Well& thinking in black and white& I see nothing wrong with this 'defense mechanism'&
you hurt me, you are toxic to my happiness, you betray me, you abandoned me& and I erase you&
BL... Posted by ¤L¬¬§Ha¤Ma¬¤ on Sun, 27 Apr 2008 10:44:00 PST |
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Rant about being pessimistic |
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| Definition ..
Pessimism, from the Latin pessimus (worst), is the decision to evaluate something as a negative when it is uncommon to do so. Value judgments may vary dramatically between individuals, e... Posted by ¤L¬¬§Ha¤Ma¬¤ on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 01:17:00 PST |
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checkmate |
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| I always start to believe
Start so trust, start to play,
than reality kick my ass
And my grasp on hope slips,
and I fail.
Forever at battle, forever at hunt,
Trying to just find good in ... Posted by ¤L¬¬§Ha¤Ma¬¤ on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 01:09:00 PST |
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TRUST ... Murdered by your betrayal |
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| being betrayed
Giving out my all
being used
All for nothing
All for this game
I wish I never gave you a chance to hurt me
I wish I never showed you my heart
You never deserved i... Posted by ¤L¬¬§Ha¤Ma¬¤ on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 12:03:00 PST |
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SO many pills |
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| So many pills
Cure it all for me
Fix my weakness
Sedate my sole
Handful of magic
Cocktail of joy
Numb this pain
And make me dream
Escape this reality
Med induced oasis
Longing for an esca... Posted by ¤L¬¬§Ha¤Ma¬¤ on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 09:08:00 PST |
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reaching for a daydream |
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| words thoughts flowing i loose myself longing for understanding for a hand to pull me to safety powerless to this depressionsuffocating in its destruction of spirtno one to rely on cause i push ... Posted by ¤L¬¬§Ha¤Ma¬¤ on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 09:04:00 PST |
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STOP believing |
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| falling to peaces so consumed in thoughti cant help but obsess rivers of tears wash the pain awayto weak to show my facei block out life locking myself away i dont want to face people knowing i have t... Posted by ¤L¬¬§Ha¤Ma¬¤ on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 08:52:00 PST |
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i am sorry you came across me |
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| i am sorry you came across me
i know, i could never make you truly happy,
i know, i push you away and make you loose your mind,
i know, without me you are happy and content,
i know, i am worthless, ... Posted by ¤L¬¬§Ha¤Ma¬¤ on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 02:42:00 PST |
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night |
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| Numb
Just nothing
Creeping inside me
Thoughts flood
Consuming
Never ending
Praying
Alone in darkness
Pleading my case
Shadows consume me
Fluttering in the fires glow
Haunti... Posted by ¤L¬¬§Ha¤Ma¬¤ on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 09:14:00 PST |
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My Friends |
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